`_the girrl.

_ natalie aka peanut // nutty
_ simple sacian
_ 241o90
_ two.five`04
_ code two.four
_ ex-dancer [pRi]
_ ex-artist [pRi]
_ concert band
_ legion of mary`Qom
_ yellow house bakhita
_ precious_thoughtz@hotmail.com

addictionss_

friendsterr
blogspot
my ripway
my multiply account
my picture galleria_
agnes and me

`_wishlist.upon the starss.

* lovee . trust
* personal time
* be straight
* lose weight
* 2 more piercings
* moneyy!
* voucherrs
* chocolates and sweets
* more printts
* nailartts
* nailartt set
* bodymist from esprit
* bodyshopp perfumes
* gucci envyme . perfume
* new handfone
* own a drumset
* a guitarr
* my magazines
* whole set of makeups
* more silver bracelets
* silver rings
* more dangglings and earrings
* von dutch cap
* von dutch visor
* gucci watch
* swatch watch
* fossil watch
* guess handbagg
* dkny bagg
* louis vuitton bagg
* von dutch handbagg
* roxy pencil case
* roxy.ripcurl wallet
* tops from surfbabe
* roxy boardshortts
* tops from topshopp
* tops from mango and esprit
* levi's jeanskirtt
* fcuk skirtt
* tommy hilfgrs flip`flops
* charles and keith slip-ons heels
* studio flats
* new sketchers
* converse sneakers
* try temp dying hair
* dye my hair
* new hairstyle
* wear contacts
* do well for studies
* less homework?
* get into three.eight

Sunday, September 26, 2004

i am afraid.
i dreamt that i met youu* againn
and youu* were ignoring me -
being so cold-hearted towards me.
youu* walked away when i tried talking to youu*
just merely saying a 'hi'
will this be real?
*shudders
it would be better to forget this
too horrible a dream..

last day of catechism. sad case
i will miss my lessons
i have learnt alot actually =)
but i definitely want to know more.
came home and watched a vcd show with sis
nothing else to do
ate my lunch and snacks
shitt - i am gaining too muchh fats lols.
sister and mum went to wild wild wet
i didn't follow
i was busy sleeping =x
somehow, i woke up just after they left
finish reading my book
starting on [girl 15` charming but insane]

after dinner
i tried to do revision on math
but to no avail
wells, guess the mood's just not right -
i have no concentration.
too muchh of distraction around me
*sighs
god. i need your help
my goal towards being in three.eight next year
seems to be drifting apart from me
further each day.
i feel like giving up ;
i am losing hope in myself.
exams are closing by
lucky my birthday falls after exam period haha
natalie if you want to mugg
you've got to stop slacking
what are you still doing on the computerr?

lol sorry.

subjects i need to work hardd on :
`math . first priority
`science . lacking skills
`chinese . better attend tuition
`geog . have to stay focus in lessons
`history . don't dreamm
subjects need-less to study :
`english . despite my outrageous vocab
`art . duhh it's not included
`creme . obviously
`growing years . not tested

alrights i wanna try to find other stuff to do
end off here!
tatas.


* addicted.to.yoo_

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